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10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong.

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, braces, surgery, polyester, air conditioning, and medicine.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms... just like we haven't adapted to women's rights, freedom for blacks, cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage would be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be totally destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Every straight couple marries purely for the sake of reproduction. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single or windowed  parents to raise children.

10) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

(One of the saddest parts about our society is that, these arguments, before the humorous common sense, are the real reasons why people can't accept gay marriages.)

If this means nothing to you, take a moment to put yourself not only in my shoes, but the shoes of millions more. You are considered a person not worthy of the legal bond with the person you love. Not only will you never have the beautiful wedding with family and friends that many people dream of since childhood, but you will not share the econimic benefits of living with your partner. No tax deductions, no health benefits. If your loved one is killed in the military overseas, you might never know. It's a sad, fucked up fact that has no cause other than discrimination. Fucking discrimination.

Sometimes you just

I awake today...alone...emptyness lays next to me.Your not here to share this space.I awake. You are the first thing on my mind.How does a person do that to another I ask myself. I close my eyes and invision memories of you, of us.The thoughts are still wondering inside. Where are you? Why are you not here? I will wait. I will wait minutes. I will wait hours. I will wait days.To share my love with you again. I awake. The thought of you in my mind helps me through my day.The thought that I know I will hear your voice at the end of the day.The voice that calms me. The voice that lets me know everything is alright without even mentioning it.I feel safe.I feel loved.I know you care.You say that you want me. I want you.It hurts.The distance,but I know it's worth it.That fact that it seems like I HAVE to talk to you everyday.I need you. I want you.I want to need you.I want to tell you that I love you every single day so in the end I know I have done my part and shared my life and love with someone.Caring for someone.Giving a part of myself to someone I love.Someone I am IN love with.Who I continue sharing my life with. I want this.What is this we sometimes ask. How is it possible to love so deeply that it seems too impossible. I don't care what it is.I want it. I need it. I love it. Wanting someone? Why? Because in the end you have that person to share your memories with,your love with.Someone at the end of the day that really does care how your day has went and not just asking because they feel they have to.Someone who lets you know everything will be ok under the hardest times in your life.I want to be that someone.I know I can be.So is it ok to want someone and need someone .Yes, it is worth it.Because if you truely have these emotions you will see in the end that...That person won't hurt you. That person will be with you until the end..So I want you to know...I want to want you.I want to need you as much as is hurts inside.Its a good hurt.Because I know you will be there... I trust you.. I love you...and I want to say.. thank you for letting me love you.I will always let you love me..

Just came to say Hello.....or whatever.

My name is Amber G**

My birthday is December 2nd.**

And I am 23.**

I have nine tattoos and six peircings.**

I am goldstar lesbian this means I happen to be attracted to girls and only girls, I did not choose this; but I love being gay. I've never tried to be straight,I feel better that I am myself..**


I'm a best friend.**

I am a girlfriend**

I come with the guarantee that if you get to know me, I will change your life in one way or another.**


If you're going to talk to me, use proper English.:-) e.g.: "u r frickn awesum babz call mii l8erz k thnkxxx!" (is weird and not really proper English!)**

When I'm sitting quietly in one place, my body produces 266 watts of electricity.**

That could power 67 iPods.**

In the past few years I have done a 180 and then some. My life has been turned upside down and all around; This has never changed me. I am still here. You still talk about me, don't stop.**


I can be a little bitch that can go off about nothing. But really make me mad and I will tear you down, I've done it before. I call it a "gift",yet it takes A LOT to get me to that point..**


I look up to successful people, because I don't want to end up like most parents. That kind of life would make me crazy.**

I have some great friends, they all keep me entertained. Some just confuse me. but most I can call on when I need a friend.**

For the most part people like me. A few choice people aren't exactly my favorite, and sometimes that is ok.**

I would love to learn german sometime.**

I HEART Tegan and Sara very much.**

I believe in god.**

I heart Burt's Beeswax chapstick..it's the best.**

I am a very shy person when I am around people that I don't really know, OR like.**


Incubus,Rammstein,Vnv Nation,Seether,Papa Roach and Breaking Benjamin are my favorite bands.**

But NOONE beats P!nk, she is my all time fave.**


It's SODA not POP.**

I HATE socks.**

I love to hip hop dance,yet I never feel good enough.**

I recently started to love DDR.**

I think the best part of the song "Ice Ice Baby", is the "word to your mother"part.**

I love to color.**

I LOVE Photography.**

I am the person that would rather have her windows down with the music blaring while burning up,rather then having the windows up and it being cool.**

I have this thing for sporty/artsy girls.**

I find tattoos sexy.**

I am big on gay rights.. if there is a protest. I will be there..**

I love random people**

Tropical Sno is wonderful.**

I realllly love sweet people.**

Rockstar isn't a title, it's an attitude.**

Music is my favorite hobby.**

I do not do drugs. They are bad.**


 I am Really good at cooking, Just Noone knows it.**

Im addicted to Bacon Bits and Chips, I literally could LIVE off them.**

 I want to be an owner of my own Concert Venue.**

 I wish I was still on a softball team.**

 When I get nervous I bounce my leg and keep to myself A LOT.**

 It makes me cringe to step on a crack on the sidewalk.**

 I make really good things out of ducktape.**

 I am always thinking about someone all the time wondering how they are.**

 I make wishes at 11:11.**

 Im the person that is always  tells the jokes and keeps everyone entertained at family gatherings.Regardless of what they are.**

I wont tell someone I love them unless I fully mean it.**

I brush my teeth in the shower a lot.**

I hate body hair.**

I always wanted the Snuggles bear to be real when I was a kid.**

I hate it when I tell a girl she is beautiful and she does not believe me.**

I wipe my eyes atleast 10 times on a towel every time I shower.**

 I hardly ever get dressed directly after a shower.**

 I HATE for the shower certain to be open when noone is in there.**

I shave my legs atleast 3 times a week.**

 I love my hair RIGHT after a shower,if only it could look that awesome when its dry,yet I dislike wet hair.**

I'm addicted to Mt. Dew, but I love apple juice.**

I love to drive.**

I always listen to music when I shower,given the time.**

I wear Aqua Di Gio-Its my scent.**

 I could never live in a room with bare walls.**

If it wasnt for Staind’s "Break the Cycle" or P!nk’s "M!ssundaztood" cds,I would not be here.**

 I have died before,They just revived me after 3 mins.**

I will never take my silver ring off,So dont ask me to.**

.I color coordinate my shirts in my closet.**

I have a wallet not a purse.**

 I heart Joe boxer underwear.**

 I always have to do things in even numbers.**

 I can be really girly when I want to be,dont doubt me.**

 I use to rewrite my papers for school over and over because I would not turn it in messed up.**

 My volleyball number was 17 and my basketball number was 34.**

I dislike peas.**

 I hardly ever say "too" like if someone says I love you, I say I love you"as well".. too is overrated and too much of an automatic response.**

Thats me**

Das vergangene Jahr.

I have had a lot of time on my hands today to think and I have been reflecting on my life in the last year. It is crazy how much has changed. Exactly a year ago from today my girlfriend of 2 years broke my heart, she left me for some girl she met on the internet and my world got turned upside down. I was so heartbroken I didn't know how to move on without her, I knew this time it was actually it. We were done. For someone to go pick a girl up 3 hours away the SAME day she breaks up with her girlfriend of two years, pretty much let me know. I didn't want to get out of bed, didn't want to finish the school semester, knowing I would see her there. I didn't want to get a job, I lost a second family as well, not just her. Over the months I learned she cheated on me, not once, but twice. That is what really hurt me, for the ONE person that I trusted with everything in me to hurt me like that, I felt I could no longer trust anyone. She was the one person I felt in my heart that would never betray me that way. As time has passed, I am so thankful this happened. I knew deep down it would happen,but not that unexpected and not at that time. I have moved passed this and as hard as it was to get over her, I did it. Never thought I would. It feels good knowing I don't need her, I don't NEED anyone to rely on to make me happy. Thus began my adventure to find myself. Over the next 8 months we did not talk, did not associate in any way, except to argue about who got what and when I would get my stuff(It took a whole year). This time was the worst for me, I seen her everywhere I went, even 2 hours away, but I appreciate this because it helped me move on, seeing her with her new girlfriend made it sting ten times worse, but it is what I needed. I will always be thankful for this girl in my life, as she helped mold me into who I am. She made me stronger and I will always love her for that. I will always be here for her anytime she needs it, no matter how much she has/will put me through. The only difference is knowing I don't need her to be happy.  I dated a girl after this who meant a great deal to me. Her and her daughter impacted my life more than words can explain. Definitely learned to never date a married woman lol. Things did not work out, which in return hurt me, but I surpassed it as well.  I finally learned how to make myself happy, how not to need anyone at all, within reason. I finished my school semester, I got a good job while living at home, made some really amazing friends and made some great memories. Here I am a year later, in Highland,Il, and even though there has been some traumatic events that has occurred lately, I have never been happier. I have been proven who my real friends are and I am so blessed to have them in my life. I have a great job, and I am no longer stressing(as much) about money and I have met this amazing girl who is changing my life... for the best. I am finally learning to really trust again and she is showing me that not every girl is out to hurt me or F**k me over. I am learning new things day by day and I am getting stronger day by day, even when I do not want to believe it. I am blessed to have this life and I can not wait to see what the next year holds... Thank you everyone who has been standing strong by me everyday.

our relationship is as extreme as something thats really extreme.

I have went through heartache so many times, that I finally just gave up. Letting people in, trusting them, loving them and giving them my all, yet no matter how hard I tried I always was the one who ended up getting hurt. Finally I was free of the pain, of the misfortune of never being "the one". I was completely content with this. Moving on in life with not a care in the world, but to please myself and find myself. Then you entered my life. In such a short time you have made such an impact on my life and who I am becoming. You give me such inspiration to just find life and embrace it with every beat of my chest. To never look back in life, but to move forward. To have dreams and goals and go after them, fight for them, achieve them. I have never met someone so passionate about the one they are with. You give me hope, when I feel like just giving up on small things at the moment. You give me a smile, when I am sad. You calm me down when I am mad and you are the one I want when I don't want to be around anyone else. When I am scared at night, you stay up with me to make sure I feel safe and that means so much. You are my rock during this rough time in my life and I thank you so much for that, because I know I can be super difficult and you are handling it amazingly. I don't know how this happened , nor do I regret any of it and in such a short amount of time, I know exactly what I want and I won't care what people think. I want you by my side for as long as you will have me. You are one of the best things that has ever happened to me and I can't imagine my life without you. I learn something new from you every single day and it's so refreshing to not be scared for once. I don't wonder if I am good enough for you, I don't wonder if you are finding someone else, if you are lying. For the first time I instantly trust someone 100% and even though it is scary it is amazing. Thank you for opening your heart to me, your life to me and your experiences to me. Thank you for just being you and allowing me to be me, no questions asked. Thank you for allowing me to be apart of your life.... because I lo........ haha just kidding...pshh you really thought....

Hermosa chica

Sólo quiero decir que eres la chica más increíble que he conocido y mesiento muy afortunada de tenerte en mi vida. Gracias por estar siempre ahípara mí, dejar que mi llamada que a altas horas de la noche sólo paraventilación y para tranquilizarme y poner una sonrisa en mi cara. Estoy muy agradecido por tenerte como amiga y no puedo esperar a ver qué depara el futuro.